Showing posts with label confession of Fe. Show all posts
Showing posts with label confession of Fe. Show all posts

Sunday, 7 February 2010

What's in a Name?

This is such a silly and trivial thing to do... but kinda fun.
Just enter your name here and find out its meaning...


Well, this is what come out of it.
What do you think? Am I this person?

You Are Empathetic and Caring
You are loving, compassionate, and ruled by your feelings.
You are able to be a foundation for other people...
but you still know how to have fun.
Sometimes your emotions weigh you down,
but you generally feel free from them.

Thursday, 14 January 2010

I prefer...

Have you ever been to a place,
but wished you were some place else?
Have you ever done something
but wished you were doing something else?
Have you ever been with someone
but secretly wished you could be with someone else?

How well do you know yourself, really?

This sweet piece I found at Miscellany of Moi could be a great start,
for a conversation with yourself...


I prefer a nice quiet hot bath at home,
it's better than being hurled around crowd places full of seedy people.

I prefer to read a novel with a genre which appeals to me,
it’s better than watching some reality TV programme where A - Z list casts are acting.

I prefer to work within a busy environment where cash is flowing,
it’s better than a fixed schedule around the same staff where progression is non-existent.

I prefer to snuggle on a sofa with my closest friends,
it's better than showing up at a hot event surrounded by A-list socialites of the town.

I prefer to attach myself with sincere, straightforward people,
it's better than filtered-truth hidden from you by so-called-friends.

I prefer to wear what I like and not be succumbed by the designer labels,
it’s better to be individual and where the unlikely event of wearing the same outfit as your mates will occur.

I prefer to be me,
it’s better.

Wednesday, 9 December 2009

A Many Splendored Thing

I am not entranced by the noise and boisterous clashing hues,
as many are...
Do you find me weird?
Is my inner self that hard to comprehend?

I am a quiet person.
I like intimate spaces that speak of stillness, of tranquillity.

Let's get away from the bedlam and make a placid place of our own...?

Saturday, 29 August 2009

Can You Keep a Secret?

Pssstt.... Can you keep a secret?
'Cause I'm telling you some details you haven't known about me...

1. Ever since kindergarten, I've NEVER ever got an antagonist role.
(It has always been the princess, the fairy, the angel, the lovely girl next door, etc). I guess it has something to do with my "baby-face".
The fact is I really want to look fierce and give "bad roles" a shot.

2. I am afraid to death of injection :p Ooops...
Can't help it! There's something eerie about needles!
Back in high school, I faked a stomachache and skipped a school day to avoid an injection.

3. I turn into a freak/monster when it comes to books.
Each and every single book of mine is covered, no folded-pages and super-neat. They all look brand new.
I would notice even the tiniest stain and would buy a new one to replace it.
I once bought the same book for 1 1/2 its price because it's in better condition.
I go mad if anybody goes near my shelves and mess around.

4. I can survive three full days with just a toast.
I fainted at the brink of the fourth day :p
Just a picture of how far a girl could go to look fabulous in a gown.

5. I'm secretly in love with someone who's not supposed to be loved...
Ha, that's all I'm telling you. What do you expect? I would spill all the embarrassing details? Too good to be true!

6. I have very little hairs, I used to look like Tweety when I was a toddler.

7. My little sister who is in elementary school often gives me a treat when I take her to the mall.
How bizzare is this?

8. I don't really enjoy bedlam, I love solitary instead.
After nights out with lots of friends, I feel the urge to go somewhere very quiet alone and isolate myself. Don't worry too much though, I'm not planning to leave this sinful world to go meditating in a cave or something of that sort... At least not in the near future. Lol.

9. I seriously think a glass of beer is better than wine.

10. I purchased a handbag five times my monthly salary and don't regret it.


Well, now you know I'm not a perfect girl.
My hair doesn't always stay in place. I sometimes have an acne on my forehead (yes, at 24 of age; and people say acnes are only for teenagers!). I forget things and spill things a lot, I'm pretty clumsy.

My friends and I sometimes disagree and fight.
Now and then I have my heart broken and break someone else's heart.
And there are days when I wake up at the wrong side of the bed, and for the rest of the day things go all wrong. Shit happens, as people say.

But when I step aside and review myself, when I look in the mirror every morning; (staring at this girl with black eyes and tousled hair)
I spot flaws; yet I think I see a beauty; maybe, just maybe I love being imperfect. just the way I am.

You have to know that no matter what you think; for now and forever, I will still be who I am, keep saying what I feel and doing what I want...